That you consider romance to be too much to bear. Your mutual inner connection was never really reached, and you know that its not because its the wrong person, but because you can't handle someone knowing a deep deep truth which you will need to tell them (and perhaps yourself in the process) before you truly are in a relationship.
In your dream, it is likely that you were killing her in the distant future, at a time where you two have nothing left to do but figure out what's going on. That time will scare you, and you hate the idea that you would end up avoiding it, but you also hate the idea that she might be with someone else, or, worse yet, that leaving her would be an act of emotional murder against her. You don't feel the same way but you know you could.
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Dreams come from unconscious sources as well as from our daily life. Dream researchers state dreams represent parts of ourselves, including actions within dreams. So a dream about "killing" oneself may mean only that you feel you need to make changes in your life that will improve your life.
NOTE: No dreams are literal.
If the dreamer is in a violent relationship, this dream could be a warning to get yourself out of the situation NOW. There are shelters where you can find safety and good counsel. See links below.
Alternatively, the dream could be using "kill" as a metaphor for any number of possibilities. The dreamer might be overworked and feeling unappreciated, as in the expression, "this job is killing me." It might mean that the dreamer's hope for a good relationship or longing for the future has died because ofsomeone's attitude or behavior.
Or, the dream might be exaggerating a relatively harmless situation, as dreams often do. The "killer" might be a metaphor for the dreamer's job or boss (whatever brings home the bacon.) The challenge for the dreamer is to figure out what it is in real life that makes her feel like saying, "This is killing me."
it just u might have build up anger on that person sit down with that person and talk and tell them how u feel and get the anger out of there