There really is no set answer to the 'why" part of this question, and there are too many variables to respectfully answer the 'how' part of this question.
I can say that I am very sorry for your loss.
Seek professional counseling (NOT Dr. Phil!), as well-meaning friends and family may just unintentionally goof you around.
Keep a strong heart for those around you- and mostly for yourself.
No does not suicide he blind himself .. Jocasta who commit suicide by his own hands
Aj styles is not suicide but suicide is the 'kaz' himself but was christopher Daniels while kaz was injures; kaz is the original suicide!!!
1945
He comitted suicide in 1945.
Himself. He committed suicide.
Suicide. He shot himself.
In contemporary slang, to say a person committed suicide is to say he "offed himself".
Achitophel committed suicide by hanging himself (II Sam 17:23).
He poisons himself.
a suicide man
Shot himself
Himself. It was suicide.